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Adam Lambert
John Barrowman
Matt Bomer
George Michael


my ex-boyfriend in college...

You want to know what they have in common?


One: they're the ultimate definition of "tall, dark and handsome",

Two: I'm seriously fangirling over them (or in the case of my ex, had a crush on him)

Three: they're gay. Knew that about Adam, John, Matt and George, found out about my ex by running into him and his boyfriend by accident...

my bff will not stop teasing me about my taste in men. 
Current Mood: embarrassedembarrassed
18 February 2012 @ 05:04 pm
This fic is kicking my ass. I can't even decide if i want it to be canon compliant or entirely play out in an alternate universe. FML.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
27 January 2012 @ 09:01 pm
 On The Edge 

Summary: Unable to see or hear a thing, Adam is completely at his Master's mercy. He's in for a wild night.

Adam kneels in the middle of the room, legs spread wide, arms raised above his head, tied to a wooden bar suspended from the ceiling. The muscles in his back move as he breathes, calmly, relaxed.Collapse )

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Current Mood: amusedamused
27 January 2012 @ 08:54 pm
I must have lost my everloving mind. But maybe this will be the kick in the balls my muse needs. We'll se.

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Current Mood: accomplished
07 August 2011 @ 03:01 pm
Teh Big Slash meme
Read and/or write?Both. Though it's 99% read, 1% write these days.
Since when?Reading since ~2002, wrote my first fic in 2006.
How did you stumble into slash?By reading BtVS fanfic with a Xander/Spike sidepairing.
Your first fandom and pairing:BtvS, Xander/Spike and Angel/Spike
The first person you told about your new hobby:my best friend. years and years later. roundabout 2009 i think.
The fandoms you read:(Distant-)Past fandoms include BtVS, AtS, Charmed, Dawsons Creek, Higher Ground, Gilmore Girls, etc.; Not-So-Distant-Past include: CSI, NCIS, Torchwood, Twilight, Leverage, Latter Days, Queer as Folk, Doctor Who, etc.; Current Fandom: Adam Lambert (Kradam, Adommy, Sauli/Adam)
The fandoms you write:CSI:Miami, CSI, Adam Lambert,
Your favourite pairings:Adam Lambert/Kris Allen, Jack Harkness/Ianto Jones,
Favourite genres:hurt/comfort, apocaplypse-type AU's, zombie-fic
Least favourite pairings:Adam Lambert / Danny Gokey (quick, someone pass me the brain bleach)
Least favourite genres:hmmm... i'll give everything a try
What makes a story good?research, spellcheck, enthusiasm
What makes a story bad?bad grammar, clearly un-betaed,
The best author:hmmm... a tie between bluesoaring and bethmccombs
Why?bluesoaring has a ridiculously unique style of writing that i really love. and whenever she posts i'm like: oh hello there new kink i didn't know i had.
The best story you've ever read:that good night by my_silent_hour
The worst author:/
The worst story you've ever read:/
The best story you have written:my 'sensory deprivation gang bang' titled 'On The Edge' (Kradam, NC17)
The worst story you have written:hmmm I tried my hand at het when i first started writing... I guess i just keep to slash. It's better for all involved :-)
Do you leave feedback?rarely
Do you get feedback?in the extremely rare case that i post something, yes
Do you have a favorite kink?breath-play, edging, bdsm
Does something squick you?scat, watersports
Is slash simply sex?no
Is slash a way of life?yes. definitely
How much time do you spend reading/writing?way too much :-)
Do you have RL friends who slash?yes
Have you made online friends through slash?yes
Do you think slash is just a phase?no. it's a way of life.
Could you simply stop slashing?no
What do you think about...
Ratings G to PG-13if the plot is interesting, why not...
Ratings R to NC-17yes. gimme.
AUsyes please
Crackficsnja... if it's written well I'll probably give it a try
Pornoh yes please sir
Angstthe more heart breaking the better
Mushyes. but no purple prose please.
Romancewarms my heart
BDSMoh goodness yes. gimme. my fav.
Darkficslove them
Deathficsoh yes please, the more it hurts the better
Non consensual/rapeyes. I'm sick that way...
Rape recoveryif done right... please no 'healing cock'
FPSwell duh...
RPSdepends on the person... my current fav fandom is the epitome of RPS...
RPGnope, never my thing
First timesyes please
Established relationshipsi love domestic bliss :-) gimme
Threesomeshell yes. threesomes, foursomes, orgys, gangbangs... gimme
m/m slashmy drug of choice
femmeslashnope, no thanks
Slashing a children's book/movie... if the characters are over the age of consent, why not...
Chanslash nope
Explicit sexyes please.
The importance of charactarizationvery very important... i read fic for the character... if they're OOC I could spend my time better by reading original fiction...
OOCnesssee above
Clichestry to avoid them
Supernaturalyes please
MPREGin a supernatural setting or a very well 'researched and explained' AU
Genderfucknope, no thanks... i like my men the way they are.
Crossoversyes please
Group Slut Ficshello there fav kink
Incestdepends... mostly yes
Het pairings in a slash ficok as a side-pairing but please don't focus on them too much
Plotvery important, except when it isn't
PWPscan be very entertaining
WIPsugh, the bane of my existance... i try to avoid them but they keep sucking me in....
LJ fics and communitiesmy life
Mailing listsnope
Big Name Fansmake me flail like a flaily thing
Politics in a slash storyif part of the plot, okay
Religion in a slash storyif treated well and not as a 'this is my faith, convert!' type of thing
Wake up Gaywell... I'm thinking no
And finally....
Your pet peeve:'That's not the word you were looking for, damnit.'
Your advice to new slashers:RESEARCH
Your slash wish list:more sub!Adam please. pretty please. with naked Kris on top.
The best slash archive:Archive of our Own
The worst slash arcive:/

Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: time for miracles - adam lambert
Copied from somewhere on the internet.....not sure of the original source...
*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia/transphobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

19 April 2011 @ 04:48 pm
If you could take an all-expense-paid two-week vacation to anywhere in the world with one friend or partner, where would you go and who would you take?

I'd probably go back to London (for the xth time...) I just love the city. And the people.
And I'd take my best friend with me, cause she loves it just as much.
29 March 2011 @ 06:09 pm
I just signed my contract.

As of April 1st 2011 i finally have a job again.

You don't know how happy and relieved i am.

I love what they already showed/taught me about the job and i can't wait to wake up and go to work every day. Finally.
Current Location: home
Current Music: ring of fire - adam lambert
21 March 2011 @ 06:31 pm



I WAS OFFERED A JOB TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After almost ONE WHOLE YEAR of unemployment, somebody want's to finally give me a chance to prove my worth.

I am sooooooo deliriously happy right now, i could kiss the whole world.

I'm now gonna go party. And drink a lot. And be happy
Current Location: home
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: sure fire winners - adam lambert
07 March 2011 @ 04:26 pm
so, today i started my new internship... i was sooo fucking scared, let me tell ya. but it all worked out nicely and they all welcomed me with open arms...

i'm seriously the only woman in the department i work in... and i think one of three people under the age of 35-40...

let's see how this thing works out...
Current Location: home
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: if i had you - adam lambert